Amie Armiza - Shout Loud !

I’ve just finished reading this book.

Interesting book as it is very simple, easy to understand, and the character is so close with our routine life. I realized that change in our life is a routine. It will come and go, but how do we deal with a change. The character of two mice and two littlepeople in the maze and in a search for new cheese.

Mice1 - Sniff - who sniff out change early

Mice2 - Scurry - who scurried into action

Littlepeople1 - Hem - who denies and resists change as he fears it will lead to something worse

Littlepeople2 - Haw - who learns to adapt in time when he sees changing can lead to something better!

Question 1

Do you think you are afraid of change?

Question 2

Do you think other people are afraid of change?

Question 3

Which character do you think you represent in the story?

If you got time, try and read this book as it won’t take you long to finished and easy to understand. Then, tell me your answers of the three (3) questions I’ve asked.

Salam Aidil Adha buat semua muslimin dan muslimat seluruh dunia.

Frenz…remains in memory - standard 6 batch 1995 - 14 years that never come back. Wish to meet you all again.

Lim Ai Wei

Kavitha

Suhaili

Suhaila

Azmyra

Azura

Sunthari

Izza Fazlina

Yante

Norbaini

Marlianah

Liu Shu Hui

Fakhrun

Emma Rahimie

Nurinie

…and others that I missed out…

friendster, facebook, twitter, youtube, myspace, blogspot, flickr, gengmurai, blogdrive, tagged, webmaster, nidokidos, netlog, flogpage, wikipedia, jango, tickle, amazon, ebay…..

and so on.

dah tak terkira aku. yang pasti aku dah tak larat nak join every group yg member2 recommend. sorry bebanyak kengkawan…kekadang tuh any invitation aku just delete as aku not full timer in this IT field. again i am sorry. dulu2 sebelum kerje, surfing net memang aku punye passion. Boley kate setiap hari at least 5 hours aku surfing. since dah kerja, tetiap hari dah dok ngadap komputer…sampai rase kekadang nak campak jer komputer nie kelaut india sana. nie pun dah kire ok lah aku dapat maintain blogging kat friendster. yang lelain tuh…tak terjoinlah plak.

banyak benda2 yang mase zaman mude belia aku suker buat tapi dah makin kurang nak buat. pasal aper? kerja…kerja..kerja…

passion aku untuk zaman remaja dibunuh kerana workaholic sentiment. nak kater jawatan manager tak ler pulak..kerani cabuk je padehal. tapi tah pesal tah buat kerja ngalahkan jawatan director. yang manager aku siap boley gie jogging tetiap hari selasa ngan khamis.

comeback to blogging. friends, really sorry as I am unable to join. appreciate the invitation, but really thanks. internet literate is very good, but overdose is the other way round.

study hard versus study smart.

Exam season - subject killer this semester - Law, Project mgt, Service mgt & Mandarin III. What the ****

bak kate sorang lecturer tuh…yang penting bukan aper yg kiter tulis..tapi saper yg tanda kertas tuh…

memang betullah. Aku stuck ngan bebudak nie..giler2 nyer study ar…

gie umah lecturer dah baper hari berturut-turut…

buat study group dah baper kalik…

jawab past year question sampai naik lunyai kertas tuh…

monetary investment cukup tinggi…

effort investment pun tak terkira jugak…

harap-harap berbaloi lah.

Today is the most critical moment. Already 4.30am but still not yet sleeping. Overnight at MIDA office - MITC. Because of what? Stuck in Project Management deadline today at 11.00am. What a shame. Stuck here with Shidi, Azwan, Akmar, Najdi, Ila and me. So brave aku nie. Mujurlah takde mende yg buruk2.

Dari morning kitorang kuar blaja LAW kat umah En Malek, then sambung buat Project nie. Mujur jugak si Najdi boley bagi guna office die, so ade ler tempat nak siapkan bende alah nie. Kalo tak ingat nak lepak kat Subaidah MITC…perghh…wrong timing. Tadi ader bola Man U Vs Liverpool. Kecoh giler, tak bley nak study langsung. Taubat aku! Serik! Aku dah ngantoks giler nie…kul 7.30am kang dah nak kene gie opis…

Gilerz ar…! Biler nak siap nieh? Nie ngah break jap tunggu makanan sampai. Perut dah lapar nie beb, buat kerje sampai pagi2 nie, tak tahan aku.

Maybe it’s the things I say

Maybe I should think before I speak

But I thought that I knew enough

To know myself

And do what’s right for me

And these walls I’m building now

You used to bring ‘em down

And the tears I’m crying now

You used to wipe away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I’d be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don’t wanna be torn

Don’t wanna be torn

Don’t wanna be torn

Don’t wanna be torn

Don’t make me have to choose between

What I want, and what you think I need

Cuz I’ll always be a little girl

But even little girls

Have got to dream

Now it all feels like a fight

You were always on my side

The lonely I feel now

You used to make it go away

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I’d be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don’t wanna be torn

Why is all this so confusing, complicating, and consuming

Why does all this make me angry

I wanna go back to being happy

The tears I’m crying now

You used to wipe away, yeah

I thought you said it was easy

Listening to your heart

I thought you said I’d be okay

So why am I breaking apart?

Don’t wanna be torn (x8)

Newly born…sleeping all the time (except feeding time)

after 3 months…keep looking around, try to know people

after 6 months…he can twist and try to move all his body part

Last nite during dinner my group gather - open table at D’mamak stall. Teringat mase bulan pose last month…makan reramai kat kelas…bawak makanan memasing…share-share. So happy. Borak2…then memasing tertanya-tanya, untuk berapa tahun lagi kene makan berbuka kat kelas?

Sedey beb! Nie dah masuk Ramadhan tahun kalik yang ke 2 makan kat kelas. Orang lain sumer happy berbuka kat umah ngan family, tapi kitorang bebuka ala kadar kat kelas. Huargghh!

Kalo ikut kiraan, aku ader lagi 2 kalik ramadhan makan macam ni. Kira aku yang paling bernasib baik coz paling cepat habis belajar compare budak2 lain coz diorang ader 3 years to finish.

Tapi yang klaka, semalam sume citer keluar. Memasing lepas perasaan yang terbuku kat hati.

Biler borak ngan member opis, sumer citer diorang masak lauk aper, pastu gie terawikh, pastu tengok TV - geram jer. Kitorang nie dah baper lame tak baper tau perkembangan semasa. Slalu dapat outdated news jerk. Saper pembace berita skang pun lum tentu kitorang kenal.

Yelah…memang betul pun. Kekadang tuh rase cam nak quit coz dah tak larat sangat nak gie kelas tetiap malam, especially bulan2 ramadhan tuh. Bayangkan lah…kerja kul 8-5 then straight sambung class sampai kul 10 pm - flat beb. Dapat pulak kerja yang tension, boss yang lanun and officemate yang nak kene bunuh. Macam dia sorang jer ader masalah. Tak pikir masalah kitorang yang penat kerja, penat belajar, ader jugak yang balik nak kene jaga suami ngan anak lagi. Aku nie nasib baik ler bujang, kalo tak sure aku dah surrender.

Bayangkan…kerja hari senin sampai jumaat, pastu sambung class senin sampai jumaat gak. Balik malam nak kene study lagi untuk esok nyer class. Aku nie dah tak ingat biler last time aku dapat mimpi. Coz tetiap malam biler letak kepala atas bantal jer trus lelap sampai jam bunyik pagi baru bangun. Mimpi pun tak sempat nak singgah coz terlalu letih. Hanya otak yang relax baru boley generate mimpi. Kalo otak letih, mimpi susah nak generate. Nie lah luahan hatiey aku.

Menyesal ker? Tak nyesal pun, cumer aku berharap agar cepat2 ler penyiksaan nie berakhir.

Entah ler…

“Bukan senang nak senang” - memang betul.

Last nite went out for bowling with Dd @ MIBC (Malacca International Bowling Centre). Guess what…I am a real bad bowlers. Play only one game, and of course Dd beat me to it. Think I not a brawn type person for games or sports. I more into like brain sport for instance chess. Too bad not many of my friends are into this kind of games.

Meet Shidi there, one of my uitm classmate for Bachelor degree. He is kind of crazy on this bowling things. Just cannot find the reason he’d buying a professional set of bowling. Wow! Kind of fanatic I guess.